knowing i have power over someone else's emotions terrifies me.  i don't want
that.  i want to be the shore, not the water that molds it.

i'm on antibiotics and it's making my pooh smell weird.  i miss my beneficial
flora.

i stopped cleaning anything in the house about a month ago.  it's a total
disaster now.  apparently 8 acrobats from poland are staying here tomorrow
night.  i hope they can deal.  i wonder who they are.